Haunted

I put the earphones on and leave this world again. Nothing around me exists anymore. It’s only me, the rhythm of my heartbeat and the words raining on me, penetrating through my skin, flowing with the blood all the way to my heart, merging with my emotions and threatening to drown me in a wave of pain. Every breath I take is heavy and painful. It hurts so much that I wish my heart would just stop while I am walking. I will close my eyes and say goodbye without regret.